Mean Girls

I know it has been a while since the movie "Mean Girls" came out but I was thinking about the truth behind it (yet, not even related to the movie but the title fits), that girls are mean. I've noticed over the years I have slowly lost many friends that are girls in this mean girl battle. Lately I've had a running joke with myself (yes, myself) that I really need to write a book on 1,000 ways that girls are mean, but then I began thinking that's way too many, how about 100? Each time that I have been screwed over in a friendship it results from some high end drama cause by females and frankly I am sick of it. It has come to the point where it isn't even girls I know that bother me, it's every girl. I suppose it would only be fair to include myself seeing as I am a female. I realize I have my flaws, and trust me there are many, but I can honestly tell you all of my issues stem from things that have happened to me in the past. I've become mistrusting, jealous, paranoid, quiet, and sometimes a recluse. This is coming from a person who would have considered herself a "free spirit" who was open, outgoing, kind, and loved being around people. So what has happened? The " mean girls" have made a "mean girl" out of me. I am the: I won't trust a soul no crap kind of person who speaks her mind when it should not be spoken. I've seen everything in the book people, girls intentionally talking about me just loud enough so I will hear, girls intentionally making moves on my now ex boyfriend resulting in him cheating, girls lying for no apparent reasons but to lie, and the list goes on. Why do girls feel so inclined to screw other people over? It can't be in their nature...maybe it was nurture. Parents don't teach thus resulting in a spoiled brat only out for her own gain. I'm just throwing around ideas here but it seems as if my years of torment from "friends" ,that so happen to have been girls, could honestly give me a good hearty list of 100 ways girls or mean. So I have some built up anger, yes. Can I let it go? sure...if it weren't shoved in my face like a neon light. There isn't a point to this blog, but honestly, I had to rant somewhere and where else but a blog that I haven't wrote anything on in about a year and no one will read it. Sounds good to me! Sign me up! Ha ha..Oh, if you so happened to have stumbled across this i have two words "I'm sorry" ..in the sense that you had to be subjected to my mini tirade. If you agree, feel free to let me know.