As I sit here staring at this computer screen typing a paper i have been thinking to myself (which is probably why i can seem to finish this paper). Honestly, i find it sad that i am at home on a saturday night working on an English paper. I know that it seems like a petty thing to think about but honestly i feel completely lost in this English class. I feel like my highschool didnt prepare me at all for anything in college. The teachers went out of their way to make things easier so they could shut us up and barely gave homework at all. I look back and im thinking to myself why didnt they just give us more work and actually prepare us? Maybe then i wouldnt feel like i got the wind knocked out of me with the amount of work i have. I know back then i would have complained and probably talked bad about my teachers (as would any highschool student) but i would have been forever greatful in the long run. Why dont high schools give more work? It doesnt make sense to me. And now i sit doing an English paper that ive been staring at for hours and still feel like im just not doing it right and im falling behind majorly. Sure, im complaining, i wont deny that fact, but im feeling helpless in the college world of English.
Oh well.. just got to push through.
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